Who Am I?

A glimpse at part of me...


I am is continually conscious of the fact that I am a wretched sinner saved by grace alone. I am so far from perfect. But how I yearn to be more like Christ. No one is less satisfied with her spiritual state of being than I.


I am a daughter who wants her parents to be proud of her and to accept her even if she never learns to keep her mouth shut.


I am a little sister and a big sister who wants a fresh start. Who wants to be loved in spite of the past and in spite of herself. And who wants her siblings to know she's sorry for decades of being so hard to love.


I am a daughter-in-law who has wasted years being selfish and petty and who is grateful for forgiveness.


I am a wife who is undeserving of her patient, forgiving, unconditionally-loving husband and who wishes she was the spouse to him that he is to her.


I am a mother who is painfully aware of how unworthy she is to be blessed with this title and whose heart aches because of her many, daily failures to show God's perfect love to her children who forgive in a heartbeat and love her "no matter what."


I am a friend who is horrible at keeping it touch and so thankful for those who understand. I am an unworthy, wretched sinner saved by the grace of a loving God.